Hey guys. Well this is another blog about a dilemma i'm going through. Well as you all know, if you have been folowing my blog, its about someone i'm having a crush on in my class, and i have no guts on making any moves. I really really really like this person. Maybe its not deep love, cause this just started since the end of may 2009, but its definitely deep liking. I mean, can you imagine. This person came in my dreams for the past weeks continuosly. Be it an noon nap, or late night snoring one. My god... It all ended when i kept in touch with my "old friend who is studying in meenakshi university-old history" history is old ryte? whatever. Damn la. Lepas tu, that someone never come in my dream already. I feel so sad la. I mean atleast i was seeing the person in my dreams. And now, even that also takde. I really like this person la. I really am thankful to god for allowing this person to be a part of my life. It means the world to me. Its so unlike my "old friend". My "old friend" we... I don't deny that i love this person la. I mean in terms of good friend, and stuff, yea definitely. But its hard for me now to like my "old friend". Course, the attitude, the level of rudness, and stuff. L is a nice person, but sometimes too rude. Too self centred. This is fact la. How much can i tolerate? Maybe the love hasn't gone away, but the likings have definitely vanished long time ago. To be frank, i don't like L anymore. Love yes, got la a bit which i think is going to go off soon also. Well i know i have struggled all the way, just to go to meenakshi university, but i don't have the liking anymore. All my likings, all my thoughts, all my attention to, is only to my new "ahem ahem" from J1 in lincoln. OMG.
A message to my lincoln love,
Sweet, i really miss you. I miss miss miss miss you. Miss yo damn lotsa much. You are my boom boom pow. I really cant get you out of my head la. I really like you. You are so likable. So nice to walk with. I really miss the day when you and me were on the train.Actually to be honest, that day i didnt have to go to the place. I simply made up a story saying i need to go and see darren at kepong to do presentation. Darren was waiting for me at cerf room to do presentation. Do you know that? I just wanted to talk to you. I never dreamed of walking with you. It was "O MY GOD"... I so LOVE YOU. I hope you will be always blessed in RSMU.. Made the biggest mistake by not registering to RSMU.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!
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